the long forgotten

2007-01-11T06:06:00.000-08:00

i saw him again today...guess he couldnt recognise without my specs and my different haircut... *laughs mentally*

there was this uncle on the bus who smiled and said hi to me when i didnt know who he is ._.
i freaked out and walked over to another seat LOL.

ive finally got a rabbit jacket~
and finally changed my handphone~!!!!!!!!!
><
*screams in delight*

guess im back to posting in my blog again... xD

2007-01-09T06:26:00.000-08:00

its been a long time since ive posted...
i wonder how many people are there left reading my blog...
xD

AHHHHHHHHHHH, VAMPIRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =3333
*dies of vampire love*
>><<
i need more fiction novels on vampires~
like the beautiful underworld evolution book that ive been reading over and over again since the time i bought it last year ._.

ive been thinking and thinking...
ever since secondary one, my life changed completely...
for the worse or the better, im still not sure.
it brought me much happiness and lovely new friends, but it also caused pain that made me wish that all these didnt happen at all...
but since ive already stepped in, i shall hang on, unless i break one day...
ganbatte, xuri...

actually, as all of us knows, online blogs arent really personal unless you set a password on it.
since an idiot like me doesnt know how to set one, i shall not post on some issues.
i guess the traditional ink and paper is still more appealing to me...
xDD *laughs at self*

that sounded foolish, seriously ._.
well, just another foolish post by a foolish person 888D
takecare, my fellow friends!

2006-12-04T21:55:00.000-08:00

tagged by willow again...

Always answer the question with: seaweed

1. Your name is: seaweed (O.O NOO)
2. You like: seaweed
3. You eat: seaweed
4. You wear: seaweed (whaa???)
5. You dream of becoming: seaweed
6. Tag 5:
-Mef
-cursendra
-manny papa
-roycelyn
-regina
Instructions: Change seaweed to chickenpie... for the next 5 people you tag, tell them to change chickenpie to whatever they like...

2006-12-04T21:50:00.000-08:00

hmm...

tagged by willow a long time ago...

5 random facts about me...

1. i <3 pink!!!!!!
2. i <333333333333333333333333 hiropon~~~~~~~~
3. i dont eat vegetables! (eww, theyre gross)
4. is a lazy 6 eyed-aliened-pig
5. manny is my dear papa! xDD

i forgot how many people im supposed to tag..
so i'll just name a few...

- beatrice
- yuki (grace)
- zermine
- june

2006-11-05T05:21:00.000-08:00

yes, willow's fault again XDDD

IN THE PAST 24HOURS HAVE YOU:
1) Cried: no
2) Wore Jeans: no
3) Met someone: yes
4) Done laundry: no
5) Went Hungry: yes
6) Talked on the phone: no
7) Said I love you: noDO YOU

BELIEVE IN:
8) Yourself: i hope so o.o
9) Your friends: yes and no...
10) Tooth Fairy: erm.
11) Destiny/ Fate: somehow...
12) Ghosts: yes and no...
13) UFO: no.

FRIENDS AND LIFE:
14) Do you ever wished you had another name?: yup
15) Do you like anyone?: yes, the lovely hiroto~~~
16) Which one of your friends acts most like you: most like me...? thats a difficult question...dont know...
17) When you cried the most who was there: i would lock myself in the room o.o
18) Whats the best feeling in the world?: eating chocolates =3
19) Whats the worst feeling in the world?: when you feel like vomiting but cant vomit
20) What time is it now?: 8:55pm

WHICH IS BETTER:
21) Chocolate or Vanilla: CHOCOLATE <33
22) Coke or pepsi: coke
23) Love or LUST: what about...hate?

YOUR PICK:
24) Mac or KFC: mac
25) Single or group dates: single
26) Adidas or Nike: adidas
27) Lipton Tea or Nestea: eww, i hate them.
28) Cauppucino or coffee: eww, i hate them too.

YOU:
29) smoke: when i was around 10...only that once.
30) Curse: all who says something WRONG.
31) Take a shower: =.-" obviously??
32) Have a crush: HIROTO!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><
33) Think you've been in love: erm, can i say hiroto too??
34) Like school: who would?
5) Want to get married: yes and no.
36) Think you're a heath freak: ...no.

IN THE PAST MONTH:
37) drink alcohol: yea
38) Gone to the mall: yea
39) Been on stage: no
40) Eaten sushi: no
41) Been dumped: no
42) Gone skating: no
43) Dyed your hair: no
44) Changed who you want to be: no
45) I love: hiroto, aoi and setsuki. and chocos =3
46) I hide: my money, and items that i bought without telling my mum?
47) I miss: yanto... >< its been too long...
48) I need: MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOTS AND LOTS OF MONEY TO BUY MY BELOVED VISUAL KEI STUFF AND CLOTHES THAT I HAVE BEEN MISSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (shall copy willow's while changing abit XD)

Seven people you would like them to do:
- CURSENDRA.
- denise.
- jillyann.
- uncle close open
- zermine
- lychee
- erm, cant think ><

2006-11-05T05:16:00.000-08:00

1. What colour does Willow like???
- erm...alot? black grey etc etc

2. What food does Willow not like to eat???
- i dont know...?

3. Willow is your...
- cutest friend ever!!!!

4. Willow is a...
- nice and cute person, who kills if you annoy her XD

5. Willow wears...
- erm...as in what occasions? um, a vampire dress? =3

36. Do you love Willow more than a friend???
- yes XDDD willow's nice~~

7. What if Willow confesses to you???
- erm...

8. Willow bites...
- uncle!! XD

9. 5 people to do this are...
-Cursendra
-Willow
-Jilly
-Mef
-Sandy

10. Instructions for these people are...- Change all Willow to Xuri... And answer accordingly... Have fun!!!!

2006-11-05T05:15:00.000-08:00

again, from willow ><

1. Your nickames are...
A: Xuri, Jasmine

2. Your favourite cartoon is...
A: i...dont know?

3. You are...
A: ?? i am what? i am...a chocolate lover!!! XD

4. Your best friend is...
A: erm...i dont know?

5. The person in your mind now is...
A: CHOCOS!! counted, no?

6. You are happy because...
A: am waiting for my ayabie cd!!

7. You want to...
A: eat chocos =X

8. The person you heart most...
A: HIROTO alicenine, AOI ayabie, SETSUKI 176biz

9. Your hair colour is...
A: black =3

10. 5 friends you have in mind...
- Serene
- Jilly
- Mef
- Cursendra
- Lychee XP

2006-11-05T05:11:00.000-08:00

willow made me do this ><

1) how old did you wish you were?
17

2) where were you when 911 happened?
whats that?

3) what do you do when vending machine steals your money?
OMG, im not going till i get back my money!!! *kicks, hits, knocks, bangs* someone get here and get MY money out!!!

4) do you count yourself kind?
YES! i hope... XD

5) if you had to get a tattoo, where would it be?
neck

6) if you could be fluent in any other language, what would it be?
japanese and french!

7) do you know your neighbours?
nope... o.o

8) what do you consider a vacation?
japan!! or buying lots of nice clothes, no matter where you are XD

9) do you follow your horoscope?
follow? huh? i guess no...

10) would you move for the person you heart?
i dont know...?

11) are you touchy feely?
??? *blur*

12) do you believe that opposites attract?
yes and no...

13) dream job?
to be in a band...hearts singing ><

14) favorite channels?
erm...no exact favourites?

15) favorite place to go on weekends?
any place...

16) showers or baths?
showers

17) do you paint your nails?
yea...

18) do you trust people easily?
yes and no...

19) what are your phobias?
vegetables o.o

20) do you want kids?
yes and no... o.o *am a very indecisive person*

21) do you keep a handwritten journal?
nope

22) where would you rather be right now?
erm...somewhere??

23) who makes you feel warm and fuzzy?
my bed!!!

24) heavy or light sleeper?
heavy...zzzz

25) are you paranoid?
quite okay...

26) are you impatient?
mostly...

27) who can you relate to?
erm..who?? i dont know o.o

28) how do you feel about interracial couples?
im fine with it..

29) have you been burned by love?
YES!! HIROPON~~ ><

30) what's your favorite pick-up line?"
"i dont know?" yes, thats mine XD

31) what's your main ringtone on your mobile?

i usually on vibrate...i hate the stupid mobile ringing everytime.
32) what were you doing at midnight last night?
getting a nagging/scolding =.-"

33) what did the last text on your cellphone say?
about watching deathnote again!!

34) whose bed did you sleep in last night?
mine o.o

35) what color shirt are you wearing?
white and blue

36) most recent movie you watched?
deathnote

37) name three things you have on you at all times.
my handphone, mp3 and my wallet

38) what color are your bedsheets?
multi-coloured XD

39) how much cash do you have on you right now?
totally broke... *faints*

40) what is your favorite part of the chicken?
not much preference

41) what's your favorite town/city?
i dont know?

42) i cant wait for...?
getting my lip piercing!!

43) what did you have for dinner last night?
erm...popcorn? o.o

44) do you own a gun?
yes i do!! *loads bullet*

45) what do you prefer to drink in the morning?
anything

46) where do you think you'll be in 10 years time?
wait till then...then i shall answer this question...

47) last thing you ate?
sweets...L~~~!!!!

48) what songs do you sing in the toilet?
i only sing in my room or bathroom...

49) last thing that made you laugh?
L~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!

50) worst injury you've ever had?
erm...getting my feet stuck in the bicycle...? o.o

51) does someone have a crush on you?
dont think theres anyone...

52) what's your favorite candy?
chocolates!!! they're counted, right?? XD

53) what song do you want played at your funeral?
alicenine-kowloon nine heads rodeo show, alicenine-yami ni chiru sakura, alicenine-time machine, gazette-cassis, gazette-linda candydive pinky heaven, 176biz-dekiai, ayabie-kei, ayabie-romancer, ayabie- gimmick of heavy metal, despairsray-born, phantasmagoria-kami uta, vidoll-toumei nakago

54) four random people to do this:
CURSENDRA. XP
uncle close open.
zermine.
mef.

2006-10-11T21:03:00.000-07:00

AYABIE! i've been hit with the ayabie craze~~ aoi~~~ everyone, go find ayabie's songs!! very nice songs and beautiful costumes... AHHH~!! *faints*

2006-10-02T00:55:00.000-07:00

GOD. I KNOW THIS IS MY 2ND POST. BUT...ARGH. IM WASTING ALOT OF MONEY... *slaps self* couldnt resist...the neogenesis vol 7...gazette...argh, another $35. T_T nevermind...for the sake of gazette, hai.

2006-10-01T20:46:00.000-07:00

i really dont know why must things turn out this way...but it has happened...but theres no right or wrong in a relationship...so we cant blame either of them...but it is really irritating how those extras just want to go disturb her...it ISNT any of their business. for those who dont understand, just ignore me.

gahh, it has been a long time since ive posted. been damn busy with...god knows what things. everytime i come online, i'll go do other things first, then do do do become no time to post already. but everyone~~~go see my introduction page. go try listen to those bands! they are great~~~
GAZETTE~~~
ahh, ignore me, im down with the gazette flu XD

i want money~~~EVERYONE, FION WANTS MONEY~~~DONATE DONATE!! hahaha.
thats about all, bye!

2006-09-13T01:26:00.000-07:00

ive changed my blogskin. finally. it features kyo from dir en grey! he's amazing.

2006-09-07T21:10:00.000-07:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~
ryouhei~~~~ *sobs*
hai. its such a pity. but i guess there's no choice...
ganbatte both ayabie and ryouhei!
fans will continue to support!!

2006-07-14T20:23:00.000-07:00

comp breakdown...haizz. now at mum's school using lah. to all those people who email me or something etc, sorry for not replying, cause comp breakdown so very long never check liao. after today, dont know when then can use comp again. haizz. must wait either take the moniter go repair, or buy new moniter then can use. zz. so cham de me. faster recover bah, my dear dear comp. you know i cant live without you you still breakdown for what. hmph. stupid comp. everyone byebye. dont know when will be the next time i post again. take care, smile always. =))

2006-06-28T15:33:00.000-07:00

I CANT GO TO LUCIFY OUTING!!! AHHH~~~BOO... T_T

2006-06-27T02:18:00.000-07:00

aha. here to post liao.

on sunday hor, morning got go mdc also lah, give sweets mah. then vics reach first. he was the only one who wasnt late. then shinya reach. and misaki. both of them late a tiny bit. then kuek reach and rush up without taking photos etc. he late around 30min bah. i not very sure, never keep check of time. then kelvin reach. he was 1hour late. and he still can take photos autograph all these. and hor. i give sweet give wrong person lor. i go give misaki, but he last time already reject my sweet, cause too many sweets to eat le mah, then i forget, see him then rush take then give le. then i very retarded de lah, after a few min then remember i not giving misaki de. aiya, then give le also cannot take back le. so in the end just nice kuek rush up so never give him.

then at night. they come out. wa, SO NICE SIA, their clothes. SCHOOL UNIFORM! haha. oh yea, forgot to mention, when we reach vics already gone le, cause he studying mah, then cannot keep on so late go home lah. then the usual things lor, take photos etc. and once again, i take de photo with misaki my face abit crooked to one side again. walao ehh, always like that. then take with shinya de i like forced to smile like that. so ugly.[[walao stupid i dont want continue liao lah, i write two times then they delete away. shit this blogger.com]]

iring. i like almost every break also falling asleep. then so sweaty lor, so uncomfortable. then 7:30 then reach school lor. i was like "FUCK LAH, HOW HOW?? GOING TO MISS LUCIFY PERFORMANCE LE LAH." my dad came to fetch me at 7:43, and luckily, i managed to get home in time for superband. walao ehh, lucky in time arr. and milubing out le. lucify in ^^ i not interested in milubing but, walao, why they out? like that make it even harder for qinobe to revive lor. haizz. QINOBE JIAYOU!! i think nothing else to say le lah, byes.

2006-06-26T15:14:00.000-07:00

wa, so long never post liao. so busy lor. haizz. okay, im gonna make this a short one, before i post one long long de on the recent events later after school. haha. lucify in le wor~~~ they can rest more le leh. very good. but now i still need worry for qinobe, must fight with juzb and milubing leh. very difficult lor. jiayou bah they. i got to go le, byes!

2006-06-20T06:22:00.000-07:00

AHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY QI:NOBE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ unfair de lor. qinobe so good still out. my qinobe~~ T_T wa lao lor. they must get in revival round sia. AND NO. im not gonna let denise let juzb come back instead of qinobe. qinobe better. hmph. stooopid.

2006-06-11T19:09:00.000-07:00

EVERYONE PLEASE. 19001123006 or B6 to 71199. PLEASE.

2006-06-07T20:34:00.000-07:00

hello everyone...ARGHS. I REALLY CANT BELIEVE THAT IM MISSING THE STREETFEST AFTERALL. DEFUSE~~~ T_T and cannot take photos with cosplayers liao. sigh...but at least can see lucify lah. i cant wait for tomorrow, the sentosa event!! woohoo~~ i still havent started on my homework yet lor. as they say, the last week of the holidays are for homework. AHAHA. aiya, at least i later is going to do project lor. abit work le lah. nothing more to say liao. so sian. bye.

PHOTOS~~ =))

2006-06-04T22:54:00.000-07:00

shinya at revival round
[ i know i didnt say there will be photos of revival round, but this one too nice liao ]

yanto at qf6
[ my pride of the day, the day which i got sore throat. =.=" ]

kuek at qf6
[ my favourite kuek kuek XDD he got gf le XDD ]

shinya at qf7
[ ahh, SHINYA!! his voice soo nice ]

misaki at qf7
[ mei nu, miss ng, jon, MISAKI! so chio sia ]

kelvin at qf7
[ the tortoise guy. XDD he's nice =) ]

kuek at qf7
[ my pride of the day on qf7. SOO CUTE! see the cat ears? ahh, my favourite kuek kuek XDD ]

vics at qf7
[ o.O i never seem to get a decent photo with him. always i laugh lah, or he too tall lah, or whatever lah. ]

yanto at qf7
[ you see, so shuai. aww... *melts* ]

thats all. nice bah. bye! remember 19001123008 or B8 to 71199.

saturday

2006-06-04T21:57:00.000-07:00

had ndp that morning. so after ndp, immediately rush home and bathe and rush out to orchard there queue up get the tickets for friday. and we sat there till 3pm lor. i very cham lor. cannot even sit properly cause not enough space, then need to sit there so long. khim very nice, even accompany us queue even though she already has a pass to enter on friday. then after got the tickets, denise, serene, and me go take family neoprint. LOL. pity jiaqi not there. or else complete family. zz, then go serene house there wait lah. so sian lor. we around 8 then go mediacorp. then wait AGAIN. they around 10 then come around. then it was like CHAOS. everyone was rushing to let them autograph and take photo. we all very ke lian lor. rush here rush there. kuek very cute! he still had his cat ears on, but his cat tail take off le. haha. then got take group photo, with mary 3 and some family members lah. but pity lor, so many people crowding around, so didnt manage to get a good one. haizz. then until 11 plus then my parents come fetch serene and me. carol and lyn go meet misaki at chinatown. it wasnt that fantastic this time lah. and i was having a slight headache.

will post the photos which i think is nice up later. for both 3 june and the saturday before 3 june de. hope my uploading website got enough space first. remember to call 19001123008 or sms B8 to 71199 today. bye.

2006-05-27T22:17:00.000-07:00

oh yea, remember to call 19001123003 or B3 to 71199!!!

whee

2006-05-27T21:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday was great. I FINALLY TOOK A PHOTO WITH YANTO! i might be posting it up, but need to wait till my computer is okay first. im using another laptop to type this. and i also asked yanto to autograph to my wrist cuff! omg, thats gonna be one of the most precious things i have. i dont know kuek still sick or not, but he seems to be still sick...he didnt talk much except for short answers etc...well, if he is still sick, wish him to get well soon...i prefer the talkative and always smiling kuek. =) kuek, my favourite member now XDD haizz, GET WELL SOON! vics very funny. serene called "VICS!" first, then denise, jiaqi and i called "VICS!!" again. then he was like drama king, look at us with shocked eyes, move backwards a few times. LOL. shinya still remember my name! ahh, its an honour. and yea, im exaggerating. =.=" i wonder how he deals with the amount of good-for-voice sweets and herbal drinks he gets. does he really eats and drinks it all? o.O wounldnt that be abit...too much until will feel like vomiting? misaki, i actually want give him sweet de, then he like, HUH? dont want lah, so many sweets...LOL. too much fans le lah him. so in the end i take the sweet back eat it myself. he was very cute yesterday, with kelvin also, tying one cute little pigtail on the upperside of their head. SO KAWAII. kelvin very funny lor, he was being asked to record sms alert, wakeup alert, etc. HAHA. i also got them. =) i also got ask shinya record message for me, but very noisy, cause he record that time, the place still filled with people. so in the end i listen, can only hear "hey fion" then dont know what le. shinya got record wakeup alert for serene, so i get it from her. XDD so fun yesterday. see them next week! =)) *hearts yanto and kuek* nono, not in that way, kuek already got gf le hor. i dont know about yanto though. XDD yanto rocks. kuek rocks. LUCIFY ROCKS FOREVER.

2006-05-25T06:47:00.000-07:00

wanted to share XDD

yesterday again

2006-05-13T20:36:00.000-07:00

wa, yesterday was amazing too. but mediacorp was way HOT. lucify's costume was very shuai!!! ci niao was nice too. after the whole thing ended at around 10:30, waited very long for them to come. i am EXTREMELY angry with myself. yanto walked passed, but i didnt dare to ask him to take a photo with me. AHH!! what am i doing??? im such an idiot...after awhile, we heard that kuek was coming out, so we went 'kuek kuek kuek kuek kuek...' but vics came out first, and was stopped by us. XD take photo, ask him autograph...but until halfway, kuek came. so we take turns, this one that one...then after all was done, kelvin came. then there goes again. halfway, shinya came, and after awhile misaki came. so we were like rushing here rushing there, cause need to take with all three, ask them autograph this and that. wa, so luan. then we went down lah. and they let us take photos of them. they actually wanted to take group photo with us, but everyone wanted to take so..yea, you know. then keep taking lor. talked quite abit with shinya again, kuek and vics still okay, kel a little bit, misaki one tiny weeny bit. cause misaki was always surrounded, so never go to talk to him lah. kuek very funny lor, when they were letting us take group photos, kuek kept moving in and out, then misaki keep saying he not 'jing cou' and 'pao pai zi'. LOL. very funny lah. then we keep telling kuek move in, move in. haha. around 12:15 to 12:30 then all go home le lah, except for vics who went home early. serene and me actually wanted to look for vics de lor, then cannot find him, we ask kuek then know he go home le. so sad. but still got next qf lah. haizz, need to wait for next next week then can see them le cause next week is comeback show. the competition is getting more difficult. they cant choose their own songs anymore soon. i scared later give lucify one very 'no good' song like those...you know. cause they rock band de leh, later give them those kind...haizz, they must jiayou and work harder le lah. i got to go le, bye everyone. and yes, im not posting the photos again.

=P

2006-05-08T06:46:00.000-07:00

i have decided not to put up the photos as i am too lazy. HAHA. bye.

yesterday--

2006-05-06T23:19:00.000-07:00

it was really fun yesterday. went to heeren shop to meet the lucify fans, then take bus to suntec and to marche to eat. then finally, they arrived. (who???) of course its lucify!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *must relax* i made 5 new friends there lah, then we keep sticking together. at the starting, all of us were very funny. all dont dare to speak to them, and when finding food, walk a few rounds then buy. really like comedy lah. and me,with my stupid carelessness, dropped my knife and it made a big "piang" sound. i dont know if they got notice anot. so dui lian. then we ate and laugh and ate. when we eat till halfway, while carol went to the toilet, misaki came and sat on carol's seat. then the other lucify members started to come. then misaki sit only awhile only, carol came back and she was like, standing there dont know what to do. we tell misaki carol come back le lor. XDD then after that, we talk, take photo, and ask them sign. kelvin drew (sp?) a turtle for serene as her message. HAHAHA. i also same situation lah, vics tried to draw me as my message lah, but it came out abit...you know..then at 8 plus got "chased out" by the workers lah. cause outside still long queue then we stay there quite long le. so we all go out and go to the fountain there. then the talking starts again. we talked to shinya lah, and test if he can memorise our names, age, serene's birthdate, and emails. hahahaha. next meeting go test him again. =P then me serene and jia qi around 9 go home le cause quite late le lah. we all very reluctant to go home, all want to stay longer but cannot. *sob* so we told shinya that we got to go and angeline was supposed to bring us to the mrt. shinya tell angeline that she big sister must take care of us hor. HAHAHAHAHAHA. then walk to mrt lah, wa from suntec to mrt so far neh, walk around 20minutes then reach. then 10 thirty reach home. soo happy. but feel like taking more photos with them. esp. shinya misaki kuek vics kel =) i know i very greedy de. i might post the photos tomorrow, i might not, depending on my schedule. and trust me, i wont post alot as i also very selfish de. =X haha. hope that shinya can get the recording tickets for us. bye, everyone.

today ROCKED.

2006-05-06T08:56:00.000-07:00

today was one of my happiest day ever. went out and had soo much fun. tell more about it tomorrow.

WAHHH

2006-04-29T09:29:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! MISAKI IS SOO CUTE AND CHIO!! MISAKI MISAKI MISAKI MISAKI MISAKI... *continues chanting* wa...hearts misaki...so cute!! need to get back to main point. alamak. just got back from superband recordings. reached mediacorp at about 4:15, waited till around 7:10 then reach the theatre. lucify is the third to perform!! so we patiently waited for them, and tada, they finally came out. XDD we were screaming and screaming and screaming. and i was taking a white background with purple words "misaki" board. i dont know if misaki noticed me or not. *sob* if monday those got watch superband, see the board im holding then know is me le. hahaha. by the way, the system got abit problem, so jade and mi lu bing (i think so) performed twice. by the way, we chose to stand by the stage so that we can see lucify. so stood from 7:10 straight till 11. the leg so tired sia. but can see lucify, everything will be alright le lah. hahaha. their chuan shuo was super nice. I LOVE THEIR HEADBANG!! so shuai. and yea, shinya's singing has improved alot after the "gui". i dont know is improve or just that the first two songs were abit not-really-able-to-show-shinya's-good-singing. haha. i also very hungry sia, the whole of saturday only ate two biscuits, but seeing misaki makes everything worth it le lah. =) when going home hor, waited at the taxi stand. soo many people, and didnt manage to on call a taxi, so in the end ask my dad come drive me. saw SHINYA and KUEK while waiting =)))))))))) but never see misaki *sobbbbbbbbbbbb* and so bad sia, next week is sunday having the recording, so i cannot go. going to miss lucify and misaki..so sad...haizz...anyway, JIAYOU HOR LUCIFY AND MISAKI! WE WILL ALWAYS BE SUPPORTING YOU!! alice nine rocks too! *sakura maichiru kisetsu ni, kunou kara nigedashita hanashi...* *continues singing*

*half singing half shouting* yume VOTE de FOR mita LUCIFY 'kore AND kara' SMS to B3 nijinde TO kakenai 71199 tegami, OR yami CALL dake 19001123003 ga... GANBATTE LUCIFY!! *atari no keshiki ni mi wo hisome...*

WOOHOO

2006-04-28T05:59:00.000-07:00

YAY!! GOT MY ALICE NINE ZEKKEISHOKU CD!! SO HAPPY. but so sad never get the poster. aiya, try not to be so sad lah... *sob* but already very good le, getting the cd two days after it is out. =) HIROTO FOREVER.

though im alice nine crazy, i will surely not forget lucify. XDD after all it was lucify who got me to like jrock. LUCIFY GANBATTE! misaki jiayou hor! =))

nothing more to write about already, so ill stop here. bye, everyone!

HOORAY

2006-04-19T04:39:00.000-07:00

WOOHOO!! LUCIFY GOT INTO TOP 13!! JIAYOU AND GET INTO THE FINALS!! XDD AND MISAKI IS SOOO CUTE!!! =P haha. i was screaming when lucify got in. sooo happy. i love lucify forever. they were the ones that made me fall in love with jrock. hahaha. everyone, remember to vote for lucify hor =)) *hearts lucify and misaki* dont forget alice nine too. HIROTO!! hiroto comes, world peace arrive le. lol. aiya dont get off topic le. now is lucify more important. XD must vote more for them!! and check out lucify's website at my links.

superband

2006-04-11T00:52:00.000-07:00

LUCIFY RULES!! VOTE FOR THEM!!

hatred

2006-04-07T06:29:00.000-07:00

IM SO FUCKING ANGRY. I HATE THAT BITCH. she is so unreasonable. she did not insist that we are supposed to do on fulscap, so i did on the question paper, and she counted it as i never do. bullshit. what crap she was talking about. i DID my work okay, other than the composition, i must admit i never do. but today that work, i DID it. so stop making up nonsensical things. you think you're so great, huh? wait till you know what a useless piece of filthy shit you are, and how many people dont like you. i can assure you that alot of people abhor you to the core. and stop nagging. i know that you are a woman, and you are already very fucking old, but even our primary school chinese teacher, who is about the same age as you, arent that naggy. well, if you want to continue this way, its fine for me. we'll see who wins. and i can safely tell you, you're going down, loser. just try as hard as you could, but you'll lose all the same. but i rather you still try your best. i want to see how foolish you look trying your best but losing anyway. well, i've said my fill. let the games begin.

stupid day

2006-03-29T02:39:00.000-08:00

went to school, had physics, maths, geography test, literature, history and thinkin skill lessons today. had the stupid ndp dance thingy. went to bpp to search for comic book. bought the lastest book of trc. saw the stupid matthew lin wei le. went home. using computer now. wasn't my day boring? sian.

2006-03-26T05:37:00.000-08:00

i hate my new school. i hate my new class. i dont even know if i have true new friends there anymore. almost all of my new friends are starting to become closer to other people, leaving me here. how i wish i had chosen others schools in the first place. or maybe i could be like jiayi. how i envy her. her mother even allow her to quit school. haizz...how i wish i could just disappear from the world. how i wish my mother didnt give birth to me. i know i could just go commit suicide if i want, but i just dont dare to do it. im a coward. im scared of pain. i know. im just so pathetic. why couldnt i make my life more interesting? ive tried so hard to make it good, make it worth for me to live here. but i guess im just useless. i cant even make my life good. and ive tried and tried to forget about him, and i know i said that i want to forget about him, and that we are impossible now, but my mind just floats back to him. can i please forget about him?

accident

2006-03-24T01:20:00.000-08:00

accident-prone nanhua...today, chairman of class 104 tripped over the bench and fell down and hurt his head. i was only a sound witness, so i heard this from benjamin. too bad i didnt turn my head to watch, or else i'll be an eye witness too. too bad i just didnt care when i was walking through 103's door when he fell. haizz...or else i'll be able to see what happened. all i heard was a "bom" then a guy rush to him and say "OH MY GOSH" and nothing else. but saw the blood that was left there lah. some busybody go to pour water over it, causing it to change from some splats, to scattered around water plus blood. AND I HATE HIM FOR THAT. i havent even take a photo of the accident scene and he poured water over the evidence. >=( idiotic. so in the end i only took photo of the water plus blood. and after school, while running, our class treasurer fell down, and had a cut beside her left eye, and her right elbow, right palm, and both knees were injured (heard from joy). oh wells...what a day...hope that both of them are alright. AND THEY BETTER BE!

fucking idiotic

2006-03-20T02:52:00.000-08:00

I AM SO FUCKING PISSED. DONT EVEN MENTION ABOUT THE J.C. THING. AND GET LOST. RELIGIONS SUCK. NO RELIGION = MORE PEACE. I WONDER WHY PEOPLE DONT EVEN NOTICE THAT. STOP READING NOW AND PISS OFF. ESPECIALLY CHRISTIANS.

zzz

2006-03-15T06:33:00.000-08:00

went to escape theme park today. alot of games were under maintainence, so we didnt play many games. the queues were very long. it was quite sian overall. swept the floor today, it was so dirty. but what can i expect from five days of not sweeping the floor. my mum's away so i had to sweep the floor, but didnt feel like, so waited until today then sweep. havent touch my homework yet. feeling quite sleepy. zzz..haizzz... dont feel like typing already, so bye.

sian

2006-03-14T06:13:00.000-08:00

today was nothing special. another boring, stupid day of my life. well, we had the literature workshop this monday. it was stupid but hilarious. next on we had our maths trail at the chinatown heritage centre. in the heritage centre, all the answers were thrown all over the information in it. it was simply hell to seek for the answers. soon, we came out of the heritage centre, and we had to be around the heritage centre, searching for other answers. it was damned HOT. i could feel the heat on my skin. it was irritating. we went to mac for awhile to buy some drinks and snacks, then went back to collecting answers. our group followed zhiyun almost all the way through, and i thought that it could bore people to death. the maths trail ended after such long walks and we had to wait for a VERY LONG time for the damned bus which must be retarded to reach there that slow. at last, we could get into the bus, and enjoy the air-con. ahh...it felt great (with air-con, nothing feels bad). after that, my dad drove sandy and i to jurong point, where we had our lunch at crystal jade restaurant, and got our piercings. it was quite pain, but still manageable. i had my ballet class after, and i accidentally drop my pe shirt on the wet, dirty floor, and in the end i called my dad and he bought a new shirt for me to wear over my ballet clothes. then, i came home, and here i am, sitting in front of a computer, typing about my day.

atheist

2006-03-13T08:33:00.000-08:00

yea, for now, i am going to trust atheism for what i believe in now. but there's no guanrantee that i will stay the same throughout, as people change over time. well, whatever. for now, i still dont believe god exists, or rather im more against christians. so, im gonna stay that way until there is something that will make my mind change its way of thinking. oh and by the way, yes i know im trying to be an atheist, and should not be caring about satanism too. but i cant help it by the way everyone puts them down. they should not be stereotyping everything. stereotyping really sucks. i must say i really is a weak atheist, although i can dont care about any other religion, but i still cant get my mind of satanism. well, lets see which religion my life directs me to. best of luck to me.

satanists

2006-03-12T19:52:00.000-08:00

To be a Satanist, you don't actually have to believe in Satan. Satanism generally focuses upon the spiritual advancement of the self, rather than upon submission to a deity or a set of moral codes. Do some research if you immediately think of the satanic cult stereotype.

this is taken from the satanist result in http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=10907
dont make fun of satanists if you dont even know real satanism.

pretty!!

2006-03-12T05:03:00.000-08:00

hey. i totally fell in love with some of these dolls. take a look at those that i loved. XD

wolfgang

lottie

mildread

abigail crane and mr grave

jack and jill

misery

tragedy

walpurgis

arent they just BEAUTIFUL??? how i wish to own at least abigail crane and mr grave, wolfgang, and mildread.

=.="

2006-03-09T23:05:00.000-08:00

if anyone thinks our principal's english is good, im am so going to commit suicide.

idiotic

2006-03-09T01:57:00.000-08:00

today, school sucked. mr tan said something that was insulting to the satanists by making it sound like a laughing matter to be a satanist. i was SO angry...thats why i had abit of a mood swing the whole day in school. anyway, at least satanists are true towards themselves, not like some other religions (which i will not be stating, but my close friends should know which particularly religion), which is so FAKE. talk about being nice and all, those things that you do, are they really kind anot, have you ever thought about that? and do you know sometimes its CRUEL to be kind?! no, you just dont know. thats why you're so FAKE. anyways, i have so many homework!! i maybe will not do literature project, depending on my time schedule, and my mood. im starting to not like nanhua more and more. haizz...all huisan's fault, ask me come nanhua. my time schedule is SO FULL, even though it was supposed to be a holiday. it sucks like hell. i hate those damned projects especially. guess i'll just have to take the pain to do it again. i swear, one day im gonna explode from stress from homework and parents and alot more. once i do, make sure you dont filthy touch me or you'll surely get hurt. trust me, one day i will, if i lose control. so DONT anger me. im still abit angry now, so dont get on my bad side, or you'll regret it one day.

err...well

2006-02-23T22:23:00.000-08:00

today got scolded by miss tan cause mr tan tell her that i copy homework. but nevermind lah, anyway only standing what, its not its a big deal. i love krad! he rocks!! dark is still okay...and well, saw someone's band today, and thought that it was...err...abit TOO crazy? yea, i guess thats the perfect phrase for it. and i still think america's and canada's bands and celebrities are way better. i love all the bands that i love!! they rock forever!!! especially my chemical romance, evanescence, and the all-american rejects!! their music is the best ever! tomorrow im going out with jowynn, and im getting a free meal! that rocks, but i still DETEST school. and that will never change.

lol

2006-02-17T05:59:00.000-08:00

oh and by the way, i failed my first literature test. three cheers for me XD

kao ehh

2006-02-17T04:02:00.000-08:00

today was a bad day with a bad start, if excluding jowynn's birthday is on today. today, woke up at 4:30 and prepare everything le then found out i woke up a hour too early. how irritating. and geo lessons were way boring. the teacher was going "blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah" in a monotone. rachel fell asleep, while i was half asleep throughout the lesson. after school, i went to jowynn's house. i printed beautiful pictures! just that the printed copy's colour is different from the original one. but overall, it was still nice. XD geo common test on monday, and help me pray that i will fail. X) sorry abit sot today, maybe caused by turtle ang blah blah. it must be her fault. yea indeed it must be. =P got nothing else to say, so bye for now! *falls asleep almost immediately*

tired...

2006-02-16T00:01:00.000-08:00

im sick and tired of my life. im really so tired of living. there's almost nothing to keep me alive, except for my beloved, precious friends in both wvps and nhhs. my new life in secondary sucks, my school sucks, many people in nhhs sucks, my parents sucks, alot of my teachers sucks, studying sucks, and my life outside school sucks too. and i suck too. i hate about almost everything in my secondary school life. and i am so going to fail my common test. its not like grades mattered anyway. why cant i die? why?? its not like my existence mattered anyway. how i wish i could just die one day to end this endless suffering in life.

nagging continues...

2006-02-10T18:03:00.000-08:00

my mum's nagging again...and i so fucking angry at that bitch again lor! she threatens to close down internet again. i still can go arcade play what. stupid foolish bitch. and there the nagging goes again...blah blah blah...*goes in from one ear comes out from the other*

nothing much

2006-02-07T04:25:00.000-08:00

well, i know its been quite some time since i posted, but i was SO busy with school activities and homework. i really regret coming to nanhua, although i admit its still quite a nice school. well on last saturday, 04th february, i went to victor's house to celebrate new year. there were only 3 girls who went. how fucking pathetic. =.=" but before i went, jowynn and me went to watch i not stupid too. it was a very nice movie and it was very touching. im not going to go into detail about victor's party, cause we just played played and played. the only thing is that damned aaron tan yu xuan just seems to have something wrong with jowynn and me. he kept making fun of us. well, he got hit by me eight times ( the horse say de, i also not sure ), and well, im VERY satisfied. on today, the thinking skill lesson was WAY BORING, and i almost fell asleep. and we had a what maths field test today, and i didnt complete 7 questions. thats gonna be the worst maths results im gonna have till now. but, whatever. as long as they dont ask for parent's signature, or im gonna be god damned beaten to a pulp. i have nothing more to say now, just, BYE!

yipee

2006-02-01T05:02:00.000-08:00

today was fun! excluding school, of course. went to jurong point with sandy today, but didnt see anything we like, so we went back to bukit panjang plaza. at there, alot of shops were still closed because of chinese new year, so there werent many shops. but, sandy found a wallet from op, and i FINALLY bought the bag i have favoured for a long time. that bag's design is same as eugene's, but it is red instead of orange. there is no way that im gonna buy a bag that is exactly the same as eugene's. well, anyone in wvps would know the reason - cause he SUCKS. and well, ive changed my blogskin, again. XD its nice changing blogskins =P is the blogskin nice? it is very nice to me. well, those girly girls or more "happy" girls surely wouldnt like it. but who cares? as long as it is nice to me. XD okay i should stop crapping now. BYE!

2006-01-31T03:22:00.000-08:00

so tired sia...yesterday just came back from malaysia. now is already 7:30pm and i still have 2 more homework not completed. *sighs* maybe i shouldnt have chosen nanhua...maybe i should have chosen a normal school... *sighs again*

2006-01-26T02:39:00.000-08:00

3 words... FUCK-MY-MUM!! >=(

2006-01-23T01:33:00.000-08:00

FUCK IT! ncc is closing down! >=( damn damn damn damn damn!! i ended up joining npcc instead of ncc. so damn angry. well anyway, i dont know what shit got into my head recently. you know why im saying this? guess. well, i got infatuated with draco malfoy. dont ask me why. I DONT KNOW. well, im just so random and weird. if i was not, i would not be me. hahazz..i know im talking crap. well, thats all for now. BYE!

2006-01-20T02:04:00.000-08:00

i really miss him now...it has been so long since ive seen him...

damn it

2006-01-06T04:54:00.000-08:00

1 more time my mum's gonna touch my things, i swear that she's gonna get it. today was okay. our picnic today was nice, but before we started doing our cards, there was a talk. it was extremely boring. i was half asleep and half listening. i finally finished watching my vcd! continuous watched 5 hours today. well, some people are worse than me, like victor, who watched "mr fighting" vcd part 2 in a day. nanhua is going to have their cca extravaganza tomorrow. i hope that it will be fun! good night, everyone!!

new blog

2006-01-05T06:21:00.000-08:00

well, i wanna start afresh at secondary school, thus i created a new blog. my old blog is NOT going to be deleted, for i wanna keep those memories of my primary school life. my tagboard has changed too. for all my ex-wvps schoolmates out there, i hope that you can remember me and come to tag often too. although im starting afresh, i still wish my "old" friends can come to visit my blog often. well anyway, cause it is still the first few days of school, i still dont know alot of people yet, so they wont come and visit my blog anyway. so i hope that my ex-schoolmates can come visit me often too! esp to my best friends, FRIENDS FOREVER!!